Direktlänk till inlägg 11 februari 2009
Its been a while since I wrote, so just a short update
Works finally starting to come around, had a "konceptuppföljning" and got green in all areas bar one, for the first time in the 4-5 years of checking, so things are definitely progressing well there.
The personal life has been a real rollercoaster, there have been really really really good days, where everything in the world seems perfect, and then days where it feels like I'm splitting at the seams....and not many days where things just go ordinarily.
Otherwise, starting to get the passion back in life that I've been missing the last 6 months or so, even though work is trying its best to take away my enjoyment as much as possible. Hoping to find a resolution to that soon.
Not really much else to report, so gonna leave it there for now.
I'm still sad, I dunno why, the anger seems to have faded now, so now I'm just sad. I don't tend to get angry about anything, mostly because there's so little passion left to get angry about things. Even after the car died in Morup, and it took nearl...
I coulda formatted it so that it actually looked half decent, but I can't be fucked. I don't blog anymore because I'm empty, there's not really a lot to say. I feel useless and basically like a machine. It feels like the spirit is crushed now. I miss...
Holding you in my arms As we laughed and danced and sang Waking beside you each day As the alarm on my telephone rang. Happiness was my friend I could never see you too soon You were the light against my darkness The flowers of summer w...
I know you don't care, and I saw it on your face when you cycled past, but I still am depressed because of you, I can't face the public, and I still want to come home and swallow a massive amount of pills and never wake up, just because you led me t...
It's been a good day, but a stressful evening. People at work were saying I should have an inflyttningsfest and combine it with my birthday, at first I wasn't very keen on the idea, but after more and more said it would be a good idea, I decided to p...
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