hmmm another day, another lack of dollars.

Went out and had some drinks with the guys, but it was pretty short lived. Everyone was done and going before 5. Was a little tråkigt really.

Got Anders and Emil to fill out some paperwork for my jobbcoaching. Was a little pointless I felt, but I had to do it to be able to keep things smooth. They were never REALLY going to critisize me, and it felt difficult to give them this "assignment" to do, since they don't really know me that well. There's only two though that know me better than them, Susanna was one, and she's going to do it on Monday, and Sanna is the other, which would probably be the stupidest thing I'd have done if I'd asked her.

People seem to be going out of their way today to ask about her. And that sorta drags me down a bit, especially with the hopeless feeling I get with her. They're learning, and I am too I suppose...just never had someone so hell-bent on not caring before.

Gonna be a quiet night tonight...got asked to provide the spare sofa-bed earlier in the week, only to be ignored about it all day today when I asked for an update....disappointing but hardly surprising. No idea what I'm going to do, everyone seems to have something planned except for me.

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